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I said it felt the presence of another. I slowly zoomed out of just seeing you and saw a figure actually a very familiar figure it was Dani from class, but the look on your face was just as priceless as mine. I saw the full picture it was you and Dani, not you and I. Now it was like a tape rewinding and all the things that I never really payed attention to between you two was so bold and profound. It was like glass clashing on the ground, but instead of glass it was my heart something I'd never seen or even allowed others to see, it fell and broke. The pain was indescribable, and then you saw the tears that no one had seen before. I closed the door and never had any intention of opening it again, just like my heart it could never be opened again to anyone. you stood at that door seeing all the signs that I sent you, and then Dani turned you around and kissed you. Little did you know I was watching through the window and sadly to admit it looked just right, but for some reason there were tears streaming down your face. You called that night and I refused to answer. When your name appeared on my caller ID the radio volumed increased, and our song was on "chasing cars by turn around" and as he said "if I lay here, if I just lay here would you lay with me and just forget the world", and then the instrumentals just stabbed at my soul as the razor slit my wrist. Blood poured out of my opening like the lyrics to that song poured the truth out of my soul. Hours passed and I bled out, and I watched my body lay there as my soul rose. I just sat there with my body and finally the cops burst through my front door because I couldn't answer the door myself (apparently my neighbors couldn't take the sound of my favorite song on surround throughout the house). Slowly they opened my bed room door and as they crashed to the floor to check my pulse I just looked at them. The paramedics showed up shortly with their sirens, and of course all the neighbors came out along with Charlie. all the neighbors were shocked and in awe because the lonely kid on the block was the only one in there for weeks because the kids parents went away, so imediately you ran toward the slab they had my body lie on, and you screamed my name "AMARI! AMARI! No!", and as the cops held you back they said "excuse me, are you Charlie Sanders?" "Yes?" you replied "this is for you". It was the lyrics to my favorite song that we song everytime it came on the radio or just in our quiet moments: "We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyoneIf I lay hereIf I just lay hereWould you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words. Are said too much. They're not enough. If I lay hereIf I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told. Before we get too old. Show me a garden that's bursting into life. Let's waste time Chasing cars. Around our heads. I need your grace. To remind me. To find my own. If I lay here. If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told. Before we get too old. Show me a garden that's bursting into life. All that I am. All that I ever was. Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can seeI don't know where. Confused about how as well. Just know that these things will never change for us at all. If I lay here. If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?" and then in small print under it says "I layed with you and forgot the world, and learned that nothing mattered, but you and that smile, you saw all the brusies and scars, and you truly know that there was no one else in this house, but me. I was no longer alone because I had you. Charlie is the name embeded in my heart and mind. Some may say infatuation, others may say obsession, but Charlie you were always and will always be my love." I said my words to you and as you read it I stood right beside you and song the song in your ear. As the song ended and the instrumentals ceased my ghostly facade disappeared as your tears dropped, but the last words I said before I disappeared was I may be man, but charlie you were what made me super..Bye......