A Beautiful friendships' end

So there's silence yet you attempt to be within my mind through my expression, my art, but was it you or I who decided for us to part. Decisions decions through time we wish we could change, but through your decion the pain you have caused me will remain the same. For life I thought I had you just as my friend, but as time went on and others entered our life the change in our situation started to begin. I trusted you with not only my mind but obviously mistakenly with my heart, no longer will i love let in another friend to again tear me apart. You never put on that facade you do with others, there was never a sharade we were always real and true to one another. true we made a mistake in thinking we had feelings as more then friends,but with that thought that detioration was next to begin. so you've left something you promised me you'd never do, something I'll never get over completely is our friendship being through. Decisions by you have been made and its far to late to try to turn them about. You wont be real with me anymore, so no need to think about the past and pout. I have to get over the fact that we are through, we are no longer possess any sort of friendship, embrace it there's no me and no you.

My botte opener

I've concealed myself in a bottle with a lid that was sealed by rust not allowing anyone to open and indulge in who I am. I met others and the tried to open my bottle that was filled with a heart and passion for life and love, but had ceased to be given to another. My bottle filled with parts of me that you couldnt read on my label. They pushed me yet my bottle refused to break. I wouldnt allow the thought that a day would come where I would be open and then I met you. My facade is so strong yet so unnecessary with you. you melt my hardened exterior and remind me that I am human, that there is a heart, but I only feel it when i feel your touch or get to look in your eyes. My bottle has been opened by you, and what a free feeling it is. Love and freedom all because of you. Now indulge me from my soul, so once just once i can indulge in your lips.

Life is full of love and loss

Sometimes in life we lose things that are irreplaceable, but the key isn't to be broken by loss, but only to build yourself up, so you wont feel that same loss again. Live and let go because holding on will only make matters worse. Love can be lost, but the love that is loss is overpowered because there's so much more to gain. I've lossed and I've loved and I've been loved and am now. Loss only takes away from you what you allow it to. In every situation remember to love, live, but most importantly laugh, laugh like there's no tomorrow