A Beautiful friendships' end

So there's silence yet you attempt to be within my mind through my expression, my art, but was it you or I who decided for us to part. Decisions decions through time we wish we could change, but through your decion the pain you have caused me will remain the same. For life I thought I had you just as my friend, but as time went on and others entered our life the change in our situation started to begin. I trusted you with not only my mind but obviously mistakenly with my heart, no longer will i love let in another friend to again tear me apart. You never put on that facade you do with others, there was never a sharade we were always real and true to one another. true we made a mistake in thinking we had feelings as more then friends,but with that thought that detioration was next to begin. so you've left something you promised me you'd never do, something I'll never get over completely is our friendship being through. Decisions by you have been made and its far to late to try to turn them about. You wont be real with me anymore, so no need to think about the past and pout. I have to get over the fact that we are through, we are no longer possess any sort of friendship, embrace it there's no me and no you.